Sunday, January 15, 2006

SD - XXVI

Just One Question...

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Can love die? Can hurt and bitterness of events kill love?

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Still searching answers...

SD - XXV

Learning: Humility and Respect
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It is getting out of control. My temper. My mood swings. My rude and “badtameez” tone.
They don’t deserve it. Especially those who love me so much. I try so hard, but when the moment comes, nothing works. And I end up giving ‘em some more pain.

I guess I have to now make a conscious effort to express my respect in my speech.
-- Keep my volume low. Keep the tome humble and sweet. Remember when you love and respect someone, your words and glances should convey it to those close to you every moment.—

Perhaps, it’s time I learnt and mastered the lessons in ‘expressing humility, respect and love’…
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P.S: For those of you who couldn’t figure it out, I just fought with my mom…

Thursday, January 12, 2006

SD - XXIV

Learning : Forgiveness
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I promised myself not so long ago that I would never have hatred in my heart for anything or anyone. Yet, today I find myself bitter.

Maybe it is because 'MY HOME', ' MY DREAM' has been shattered and carelessly trampled over and it is hurting no matter how hard I try.

I dont know what the truth is, hence allegations can not be made.

I want to close this chapter of my life, irrespective of what the truth is...but it's just so tough.

O lord, give me strength, so that I may be able to close this without being bitter or hateful towards anyone. Give me the strenth to forgive, them and myself.....

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