SD-XVII

Each day I wonder where am I heading to?

What is the worth of my life?

I evaluate my priorities, my relationships, my attitudes and everything that seems to matter sorting out what I want to keep and what I don’t.

Everyday I weave the fabric of my existence, thread by thread.

Values I hold close to my heart, moments and people I cherish; it’s as if I am filling up the treasure box of life with all that is precious all that is keepsake for me.

Who am I? To answer this simple question, every time, I look for new labels.

I search my past, my present, analyze and evaluate it all in an attempt to find a new label I can wear.

It’s strange how the labels keep changing. How varied the labels can be in such a short time span is even more fascinating to me.

But a part of me wants my mind to stop working.

Stop analyzing.

Stop labeling.

Stop trying to give meaning to everything.

Stop trying so hard to live and just live for a while.

No boundaries.

No rules

No labels.

No definitions.

No expectations.

Just pure living.

Just pure loving.

I need someone to share this life with.

Someone I can come home to…