SD - XIX

I have begun to come to terms with the events of the past month.
The numbness broken, reality has begun to hit me.
The shriek of breaking dreams, shattering glass like on the floors of reality has shaken me from within once more.
Once more, I find myself , down and hurt from one of life’s blow.
Once again, I find myself hitting rock bottom.
Don’t know.
The pain is piercing, going deeper within me with each passing day.
My beliefs, my faith, my values in life, my perspective are once again being tested by fate.
Not meeting them ever again is a possibility I don’t want to consider.
Ever the optimist, my heart is still trying to see the best in whatever has happened.
I am breaking with each sunrise. My hope is dying with each sunset.
I feel incomplete. Empty.
Alone. So Alone.